Sunday, August 23, 2015

Smacksomnia

As shitty as it is not sleeping coming off dope, it's the least hard of them all.'them all' meaning all other attempts. 

Here's y:

1 my man 
2 my man
3down to 20
4 valium
5 my man
6xanax
7 adderrall
8 my man
9 hope in the form of my son. 
10 hope in the form of my daughter

I FUCKING HATE DOPE SICKNESS! BUT THIS IS IT. MY GUT TELLS ME I'M DONE NOW. Like really done. 


I know I haven't written about it, but I met an amazing man. A real man. I told him it's like Pretty Woman middle class ;)....

Not alot of junkies get this chance. 

What I really need is two valium a 12 ,minute walk and to F*** my man something epic.--- after all he has endured a LOT w me.

I really would like to encourage comments on this post. Those of u who have made it outta the trap, or anyone who cares enough to hot a little word. 


Please feel free in your comments to request something from me in return.I'm more than willing.

2 comments:

  1. Hey J'elle :) Remember me? I'm sorry you're going through this, but you sound very positive. That's great! I know you can do this! I'm so happy for you that you have a boyfriend. That's amazing! I hope he can give you the necessary strength to keep going! You can do this!!! Hang in there! Hugs from your friend all around the world!

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