For those of you who are not familiar with Suboxone, it is part of the opioid family. Partly synthetic, it's used for opioid addiction treatment, and sometimes for pain management. Here is a link to Wikipedia if you would like to know more.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Buprenorphine
I believe that Suboxone played a crucial part in helping to save my life from continuing on the destructive and suicidal path I was on. If you have read my 'Shot in the Dark, Right at My Throat' post, you heard the mind trap I needed to battle my way out of.
Here are snippets of 3 essential components I believe we need to begin our battle to freedom.
1. A loved one who will commit to unconditionally love and support you through this process unconditionally.
2. A doctor and/or counselor that will monitor your medicine and your mental state very closely.
3. Suboxone
Let me stress the words 'to begin the battle'. as these 3 things alone will not carry us to the point of maintaining a healthy, happy lifestyle. I will take each component and break it down in a post of it's own. Nothing is short or simple about recovery.
Advantages of Suboxone:
~Hinders the physical withdrawal symptoms
The horrendous withdrawal off of heroin, Vicodin, and other opiates often paralyzes us in fear. We may want to stop using and continue to use only to satiate the physical need for the drug.
~Blocks the 'high' feeling that other opiates produce. I can tell you firsthand that I tested this theory. Even with the absence of physical pain, my brain continued to tell me it wanted to use. Not only does using opiates while on Suboxone not get you high, but we are further frustrated when we have spent the money, the time, and suffered a relapse for an empty drug.
Disadvantages of Suboxone
~It is still a form of opiate, and you will have withdrawals if you stop taking it abruptly
We might say that moving from opiates to Suboxone is a lateral move if we look at it from the perspective that we will still be physically addicted to opiates.
~If used as a solution to opiate dependents I believe it will fail. Many doctors, including one of my own, treat heroin addicts with suboxone by once a month office visits, writing a new script, and never outlining any further treatment plan. Although we may not get high off of Suboxone, we are still a slave in the opiate trap. What fun is it to be in the opiate trap without the opiate high?
We only touched on the bare basics of the advantages and disadvantages of Suboxone. As we addicts know, nothing about addiction is this simple. We did not become emotion numbing, hurting drug users overnight. I am certain each of our stories once broken down hold many complex and unique situations dabbled over years...decades....a lifetime....
Sincere gratitude to my readers.
Each day recovery feels like a fight for my life. I set purpose everyday to become someone other than the girl who gets stressed and runs for the junk I write to reach out to addicts, and anyone interested in or affected by addiction. I am open to any advice, guidance or opinions that you may want to share. It is important to me to make my addiction mean something. Thanks for reading! Please subscribe!
Wednesday, April 16, 2014
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