Eenie meenie minie moe
Pick a vice to kill your soul
any vice will kill u slow!
Eenie-meenie-minie-moe
I never like to think of myself as a 'bad person'. Unfortunately drug users get that wrap. Even if a person won't say it to you- 9 times out of 10 I am willing to bet they are discouraged I am on drugs and unable to free myself from addiction.
I am firm in the belief that drug addition rarely stands alone. It always runs hand in hand with something else. Eating disorders, depression, sex issues, anxiety, low self esteem, breaking the law, bad relationships, childhood trauma, rape.
The list could go on. The frustration sometimes eats me up inside that some don't understand how much is involved in becoming an addict. Resulting in the difficult path necessary to quit. Some people just don't understand. I have to accept that.
Each day recovery feels like a fight for my life. I set purpose everyday to become someone other than the girl who gets stressed and runs for the junk I write to reach out to addicts, and anyone interested in or affected by addiction. I am open to any advice, guidance or opinions that you may want to share. It is important to me to make my addiction mean something. Thanks for reading! Please subscribe!
Monday, April 14, 2014
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